tired, tried, and terribly morose

as tho you're interested

what a fool to be interested in
something that's no thing, only
a mood and a fatigue
that overwhelms the desire
for vital energy and doing this
or that obsessed with a vision
of accomplishment that eats
into the tiny fibres of the day
pushing for more, for more
something, anything, any no
thing whatsoever

but too tired
why f+t sleep>